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You were an important person in my life…
You weren’t just an important part of my life, you were my confidant, my mate, someone i looked up to and trusted. Someone who over the years i shared amongst other things many a secret and giggle with.
But you went and spolied that, you betrayed my trust, you didnt turn out to be the person i thought you were. You hurt me in more ways than one and for that i can never forgive you.
I have moved on now.. the past must remain in the past where it should never be disturbed. You must feel some guilt for what you did to me, how you betrayed me, how you hurt me. But i honestly think you think that you did no worng. But you did and one day you will realise that.
I hope you can find peace in your life and move on from the demons that rule your life and start and be you..
I wish you well and hopefully one day you will become a far better person.
I am a stronger person now and that is all that i have to thankyou for.
Have a happy life and i hope that you do not suceed in destroying someone elses life as you tried to destroy mine and failed.
Will today bring??
You never know what the day will have in store until you get up out of bed and start living that day………………. You can have the best laid plans and all of a sudden they can be turned upside down……………… Not that i have ever experienced that lol………..
Anyways my usual update on the weather………….
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But i have also just seen a glimmer of a sparkle of sunlight…………..
Well i’m going to brave the elements shortly and i’m off out for a wander up into the shops……… skipping out of work for an hour 
as i’ve got a few really important things to do…………..
about what i could do with my life………………… as children we always dream of what we are going to do when we are older…..
As a child i was going to be:
A Vet!
A Shopkeeper!
A Teacher!
A Riding School Teacher!
A librarian!
A Farmer!
A Jockey!
A Groom!
all i’ll say is that i never became any of the above, lol
So how did this strange discussion enter my head? It was my daughter, she was talking about what she was going to be when she grows up……….. and asked me what i wanted to be.
It’s strange though how our lives often don’t pan out as to how we hope or think. I often wonder if anyone elses lifes pan out how they dreamt when they were a child.
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